~MirageLamont

nothing important. just wanted to change my journal

i was supposed to go into relief work today because i want to get out of retail and go into childcare but guess what?? i called in sick like the lazy, slack f*@#king arse that i am.
i am so used to thinking only about my little world that i do not look at the big picture and think, oh if i keep doing this i will lose work and will be back to earning nothing like before. i do not think!!
now relief work said if this keeps happening they will not be able to use me becuase of ,y unreliablilty. i am an IDIOT!! i am lazy, slack, studpi to knock back work after i said i would go in. i like working where i am now so why keep doing this??
kylie, get your act together or you will be back where you started and still working in that shitty retail outlet.

its friday night and i am checking out everyone's fab pics and artwork. i have work all day tomorrow and then on sunday will go to the zoo. my brother bought a new camera and wants to take photos. hopefully he'll let me load some good ones on deviantart and let me edit them and then we can have a joint photography piece.

dad is moving to melbourne soon with his girlfriend. he has gone to the airport right now to go for an interview. i am at his place looking after his girlfriends granddaughter. it is 20 to 11 at night. i shouold go to sleep.

dad is worried about flying but he has nothing to worry about. i told him just think of the plane rolling along the ground, on a road like a bus and not in the air. hopefully that helps a little.

god it is so hot. the weather is awful. i hate hot weather at night, by day, anytimekind of shits me off. i like the cold weather best.

just another little not to say that i am still here. i am not dead! i am here. i just have been very lazy. went to sizzler last night for a friends 22nd. happy birthday friend!